[hopes4little1]

Just tired of waiting.  I thought going on vacation would break up the waiting and make it easier, but I've become more impatient because I guess I was just expecting to come back and either get a positive hpt or some indication that AF was just around the corner.  So far neither.  Maybe I'm just having an unusually long cycle.  So far all TTC has done for me is really mess up my cycles.  Last cycle, it was unusually short, and this time, who knows, but it seems like it will be a long one.  I'm so confused!! I am really looking forward to seeing the gynecologist on Monday morning and hopefully finding some answers.

How is everyone else holding up?

[hopes4little1]

Just tired of waiting.  I thought going on vacation would break up the waiting and make it easier, but I've become more impatient because I guess I was just expecting to come back and either get a positive hpt or some indication that AF was just around the corner.  So far neither.  Maybe I'm just having an unusually long cycle.  So far all TTC has done for me is really mess up my cycles.  Last cycle, it was unusually short, and this time, who knows, but it seems like it will be a long one.  I'm so confused!! I am really looking forward to seeing the gynecologist on Monday morning and hopefully finding some answers.

How is everyone else holding up?

[sophie_100]

I'm waiting for AF also. Thought she would arrive last night but then the AF cramps turned into more of a muscle type ache.

[dewdrop8287]

11 dpo and still waiting . I have some mild cramping and I think AF may be on her way But then again cramping also resulted in a BFP for some. My temps are still high and so far that is my only indication that I am still not out for this month.

hopes4little1, how far along in your tww are you? Hopefully it will be a missed period instead of a delayed one for you! Keeping FX for U.

[hopes4little1]

I think that's what is making me crazy the most. I really am unsure now how far along in the 2ww I am. If I miscalculated when I ovulated or it was delayed, I could not be that far in the 2ww and maybe missed my window this time around. Initially I thought I ovulated on the 9th, so that would make tomorrow 2 weeks. I'm not so sure though. I never got a really good solid, dark opk test result. So maybe my body was just threatening to ovulate with the ewcm, but then didn't because of stress or something. I was stressing a little about leaving my DD while we went on vacation. We have only left her one time before. This time she missed us a lot more.

Thanks! I hope that the cramping is the good kind of cramping and not AF.

I had such horrible pms last time and this time I have no sign of impending AF at all. I haven't even broken out yet (usually I get at least one ugly zit). So maybe it's just still too early for that. I don't know... I wish I could be regular.